How do we answer the eternal question of "Who Am I?"
It’s impossible to know where to begin with a question as big as this. I’ll start with what I know to be true which is that I am a human and yet I am fully divine.
I am here on this planet called earth incarnated in a body. This body allows me to sense, touch, taste, listen, smell, embrace and feel the depths of pleasure to the heights of pain. I journey with ecstatic love, rageful passion and potent grief.
I eat, I sing, I fart, I cry, I hug, I laugh, I walk, I sleep, I sweat, I love, albeit imperfectly.
Yet, I am not my body. My body is just one aspect of ‘me’. I exist here in a mammalian body that is currently enjoy some pistachio nuts in between sentences and stroking my canine companion. I am a story telling animal. And with this truth comes the question ’Where do the stories come from?’
With the help of my personality you may meet me in many various forms. I can embody the age old archetypes of maiden, mother and crone. Sometimes I can appear as an enchantress, a sacred prostitute and a queen. The little me is also here as a divinely inspired child and also a lost scared little girl. I can be a warrior King. I can be a lover, a fighter and a peacemaker.
I am all these things and none of them. My personal ego is the bridge that helps to translate the untranslatable essence of my spirit into this earthy plane so you may meet it while I meet you. So, to sit here and type a few sentences to answer the age old question of ‘Who Am I?’ is so absurd it makes me laugh.
The question that might be more appropriate is ‘Who do I want you to see me as?’ Right now, I think I am showing up as the creative artist who is channeling these words.
When we meet...
When I consider this, I do not want a carefully crafted person to be who you meet. I want to meet you in my fullness in whatever moment we connect in. I want to be exactly as I am so that you can be free to do the same.
Beneath all of these illusions, personas, bodies and dreams we all just ARE. We exist with a purity that I know as divine unconditional Love. This can also be called the quantum field of vibrating energy, the material and immaterial, that makes up the universe.
You can call it whatever you like and I would very much enjoy discussing that with you. In this moment, in this body and this existence I know and have experienced it an Love.
It is here in Love that I will meet you.
I cannot predict ‘Who’ I will exactly be in that moment, and of course you can’t either. This is how I show up, raw, real and authentically in the moment. At least that is my intention. Yet, I, like you am a perfectly imperfect human and I may sometimes miss the mark. In that case, I will feel the truth, be with it to learn and then move along to try again.
My wish is to be open to the flow of universal love so that we may co-create a beautiful healing space that can help support you on your unique journey through life.
So, my dear friend rather than a ‘who’ I am offering you a way for us to meet to discover this truth together in love. Let’s meet heart to heart to heal, to grown and learn in a sacred space held and cultivated in the presence of Love. It would be my joy and privilege to hold space for you and your unique expression of spirit on this life’s journey.
Of course the body, persona and conscious expression who you will meet as Melanie has her own unique and beautiful story and you can find more of that here if you so desire.
Wishing you love and gratitude for this moment we have spent together here in cyber space. I hope to connect with you more deeply soon.
Le Grá agus Beannachtí,
Mel x
